Tired:/

And I go down that road of confusion and what not. My judgement cloudy for my eyes won't open as I forced them to. Heavy eyes, calming atmosphere. How can a desperately tired person not succumb to this temptation. How? When ones body is doomed for complete shutdown the moment it hits the warm, soft material that we call " bed". Oh how, oh how? What am I blabbing about? I have no idea either.
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Westies:))

Okay, early morning. All I can hear is Westlife songs. They are legends. Oh my.I soo want to meet them. They are one of the awesomest instruments of music:) . Fact is that they are one of the many people who have influenced me greatly in the field of music. Well, to be honest they are one of the reasons why I love music to begin with. I guess I just caught myself in the Westlife fever. Legends. Pure Legends.

Yeaah, I can do this.

The clock's ticking. Tick, tock, tick, tock. I can't believe today is the day. My heart's racing as the blood in my body rush to my head, pounding. I'm freaking out. I only have about four to five hours left for me to say this " I can do this. I can do this. I am not going to humiliate myself. No, not today." Yeah, I can do this I know I can. It's me and the satge, that's all that matters. I'm not going to let myself and most of all my fellow students down. I can't give up cause I know I can do this. Pep talk. Gotta stay strong.
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Simple.

When I write, I don't know why but it calms me. It's my escape route sometimes. It's kind of nice to know I have something that enables me to relax and enjoy for even just a moment. It's the simple things in life that can make me fell such peace.

Here's to the future:)

Sometimes I wonder where I'm going to be in 10 years. Will I be successful? Will I be busy with piles of work slumped on me? Most of all I wonder constantly, will I be happy? I don't know what the future holds for me. I seriously thank God for all the things He has done to make me be me here today. So yeaah, here's to the future.

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It doesn't happen all the time.

I wonder why there are times when I want to say something and then when it's finally time for me to talk I say " Hey, you know....I...um..wait. I know I'm supposed to say something...Uhmmm, what was it? Yeaah, I forgot what I was going to say. Sorry." It doesn't happen all the time but it does.

Writer's block? Seriously?

Okay, I got nothing. Yeah, I think my head is out of ideas. What is wrong with me? Hmmm, I wonder if it's something that I ate. Well, I really hope I would think of something to write about. And I really hope that it would be soon. Ohhh, maybe this is what they call " writer's block"? I dunno. Bleech, brain, work for me, please?

Take a dive in and we'll see what happens.

You know the feeling when your on the backstage and you know that it's scene next and then you tell yourself " I can do this, I can do this." Yeaah, it seriously takes my adrenaline rush to another level too bad it scares the living daylights out of me. Well, what more can I do other than give it my all, right? "Just take a dive in and see what happens" that's what I'll be thinking.

All or Nothing:))

All or Nothing.This song is absolutely amazing. Nuff' said. I totally love it.

Thank you, Google.

I fell in love with this picture the second I my eyes saw it. And this one of the many reasons why I seriously thank Google. com and it's existence.

Source: Google.com

Take a breath, doesn't it sound so easy?

Yeaa, I have been having one of my " freaking - out - stressed - can't - keep - my - cool " moments this week. I mean I'm seriously up to my head internalizing stuff. Baah, I really need to step back, close my eyes and take a very deep breath or my mind's going to be on major overload.

type, erase, type erase some more.

Type. Erase. type then I type something wrong and then erase, type again. Continuous typing until bell rings. Oh, it rang. Bye.

Sing me to sleep.

Okay, so something random. Hmmm, yeah...I heard from a certyain source that All Time low was in Manila. So imagine my freakin' face when I heard that. My mind was screaming " OH . MY. FUDGE. All Time low was freakin two hour plane ride away from me. And maybe on that particular day I was dreaming 'oh what if they come? i would be soo freaked'. Well, newsflash THEY WERE HERE. Were, past tense. Sigghh. My chance and I just let it slip away. Alex Gaskarth to ease my regret please sing me to sleep.

There's a party at the end of the world.

Who would have thought that I'm actually writing about my brother. Nah, Im actually just posting cause it's his birthday and all. Soo yeaa, Happy birthday brother dearest. I may take you for granted sometimes, okay maybe most of the time but I can never deny that I am sooo blessed because I have a genuinely womderful brother who will always be there for me even if I bully him. Bro, don' t Trake this the wrong way haha. I love ya,man. Happy birthday.
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Kicking it old school:)

The good old times. Aahh, nothing beats the classics:))
Me and my friend are looking at random pictures of old dresses. Honestly if you can work it, those dresses ain't half bad.

Cooking and what not.

Yeaa, so me and cooking which entails me actually holding a knife doesn't work out. That is a fact.

Gizelle Villa

Gizelle: Quiet. Oh, what else? She's sooo quiet... in the nicest way. She's creative and artistic and anything else that has to do with the art of drawing. She's soft - spoke. Duh, she's quiet after all. Uhmm, another good thing about her is that she sees the brighter side of things most of the time. And although she doesn't show her best in activities, I know she can do anything she sets her mind on doing;))

Groaaan.

It bits not being able to upload pictures. It really does. it gets to me easily and then eventually aggrivates me and then I end up letting out a frustrating groan. GROOAAAN!

Snakebites

Aren't people amazing? Seriously All Time Low's " Lost In The Stereo" is an epic. Period. It's like my addiction. Duh, All Tim Low IS my addiction so that includes their EVERYTHING.

Epic Fail part 2

So me and jul were trying, TRYING to change my background to the one of Alex's gorgeous face yet it does not change. Fudge:(. EPIC FAIL part 2.

I'm Baaacckk:))

Okay, I don't know how long it's been since I've updated but yea whatever. I'm Baacck:))