Too much:))

I see no point on drinking alcoholic drinks. I really don't get why people drink those beverages. I mean, they make you confused, they give you temporary mind block, what else? Umm, they start making you sound weird. And gives you major headaches in the morning which eventually leads to puking ones guts out. Haha. So, I think I'll pass drinking, I guess it's okay to drink once in a while but never too much cause too much of anything is just too much. Haha.

Comprehend is a BIG word for me:))

Ever tried pretending to sleep? I have but I really can't comprehend why it doesn't work for me. Maybe I just stink at doing that. Gotta love my imperfections.

La La Land.

I really have to stop my mind from zoning out and going off to La La Land. This really annoying habit of mine gets me into trouble sometimes like when somebody sometimes talks to me and I eventually zone out cause my mind goes off to La La Land but this happens only in the rarest of times. It's funny how my brain talks to me. Weird, but funny.

Shawarma

Okay, so my brotha wanted me to write something about Shawarma. He totally digs that food, I haven't tries it yet but I think I'm gonna soon. We'll see.

:))`

Blog: Alex is HOTT.

This whole morning I have not said Alex is hott, which he definitely is. Haha.

Okay. Just felt that I should type that.

:))

I think I might pass out.

I know I've mentioned this already but I am really afraid of airplanes, so boarding one isn't helping me. Agggh. I think I'm gonna pass out when I board the plane. GOSH. Why do I have to be such a wimp when it comes to airplanes.

Spongebob.

Spongebob the lovable underwater creature who live in a pineapple under the sea. I love Spongebob Squarepants. Funny thing is that in the first seconds of an episode without even seeing the title of the episode you know what episode's going on. I simply love it.

Siomai, loads and loads of mind altering Siomai.

It's official, I love siomai. They are just sooo scrumptious! I just can't get enough. Blast my stomach. Siomai....DROOOOOL.

:))

Unicorn.

I wonder what's it like to ride on a unicorn. Is it like riding a horse? Or is it some totally different experience? Hmmm...thought for today.

:))

Whoopeeeee!

Whoopi-do- DA! Woke up early and I was forced against my will to start packing my things, Aggh. But it's all good, I'm done with packing sooo off to my laptop which turned on pretty quick, for a change. So now I'm here, Morning Blog, morning Alex,morning world.

:)

Keep it cool:))

I love ALL TIME LOW.

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Peace out.

Yeeaa, Gotta get some shut eye guys. See ya. Peace out. Haha, I can't believe I typed that.

Dream Man

My dream man: Mr. Alexander William Gaskarth:))))))

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Alex Gaskarth

What else can I say other than: My dream man? Seriously what is there not to love about this guy? I am totally in like with him but not in the stalker way, cause that is just so wrong, man. He has an amazing voice that make me want to faint. He is just, no words, man. No words.

Drool, Zack.

Zack is sooo fit. Droooooool.

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Zack Merrick

Now this dude is FIT! Man, he can shred his shirt apart, I know cause I saw. Haha. He has wicked abs, in a good way. He leaves girls of all ages drooling. He is ...uhmmm....FIT! He is the bassist of the awesome band, All Time Low.

Incredibly funny musician with LOADS of talent.

And here is the incredibly funny musician who has loads of talent. Jack barakat!

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Jack Barakat

I seriously love this dude! Haha, he is incredibly funny. I'm pretty sure he can make any awkward moment funny. He is one of a kind, so lucky who gets him last. He is one amazingly funny musician who has loads of talent not to mention he is the lead guitarist of the awesome All Time Low.

:))

Just as promised.

Just as promised:

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Rian Dawson

I really think that I should say this: Rian Dawson is an AMAZING drummer:)) MAybe I should write about him some more. Oh, I love his teeth, so white and straight. That dude's got a nice set of teeth. Haha:))Oh, me. Maybe I'll put his pic in my blog. Hmmm.Go Rian!

:))

Barney,has this effect on me.

Now I have realized that when I see the color green and purple together I automatically think of Barney.

JAGK

I seriously want to buy a JAGK original shirt. Where so I get one? A mystery.

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[IMAGE: GOOGLE.com]

Smiley:)

What do you get when 4 outrageously talented human beings who are HOTT come together in a band? DUH. You get ALL TIME LOW.

:))

I can NOT, I repeat CAN NOT draw.

Randomly, I want to share that I have a non-existent talent for drawing. I can't even draw a straight line! Pathetic? I know, I agree. Pssh, you can't blame me. I have no talent in that area ones so ever. That is why I like asking people to draw for me and later on asking them to teach me how in the world did drew that. I really do stink when it comes to drawing.

All Time Low. DROOL.

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DROOL

Silent LIbrary.

Two words: Silent Library. HILARIOUS, man. Seriously, I watched the All Time Low ep. and I doubled over laughing sooo hard tears began to fall. Now, I'm trying to explain why I'm smiling like a Cheshire cat.

:))

Bees. I love it.

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Stop the pounding, my head is holding up it's white flag.

Okay, I am losing my mind. I repeat and repeat my lines, it's starting to hurt me. Literally. It's making my head pound. But I think i got 'em nailed. Haha.

:))

Dreams that last for a night.

There are times when I don't want a dream to end. Sometimes, I feel like I don't want get up just yet. Maybe because I know that there are some dreams just last for a night and then when we wake up we have the tendency to forget those dreams.

Faded Photographs

Looking back, I remember those days where it was okay to be irresponsible, to be carefree. Just by looking through my photographs, my memories that were kept away in some album. I remember the times where it was okay to be a kid because frankly speaking, I was one at that time. I miss those times but I guess I gotta accept the fact that I'm not that same little girl who would smile for pictures, I'm growing up, fast. I just wish I would still be able to have that little girl who always smiled in my faded photographs.

FOOD FIGHT!!!

Why can't I ever experience that one time where someone shouts " FOOD FIGHT!!!" and some random people throw food at each other and no matter how hard you try you still get your brand new shirt messed up. I sooo want to experience that.

You can't, you can't back down.

I just remembered the movie " Camp Rock 2". I remembered their songs and I couldn't help but smile. It's just that, I don't know.. this movie can really make me smile.

:))

Announcers

Still watching wrestling. I do wonder how in the world do the announcers keep up, don't they get tired? Hmmm...

I didn't fall, who's unbalanced now?

I am finally becoming one with my balance I can finally walk on the edge of the sidewalk thingy without falling! Kudos to meee!

Is your voice box broken or something?

Right now I am currently hearing some woman on TV screeching like no tomorrow, which is soooo annoying. How can anyone bear to listen to her? I mean I haven't even stayed in the room for a minute and I can't bear hearing her annoyingly high - pitched voice so I decided to ditch her and screeching and just type on my blog which is what I am doing right now.

Epic Fail.

I remembered the time when I was eating grapes and I thought it would be fun to throw the grape in the air and catch it with my mouth. So, what happened was, I threw it in the air just like what I planned but I didn't catch it instead it fell on the floor, I don't know why but my aunt's dog stopped in the middle of walking and looked at me with a " what in the world are you doing?" look, as if it was possible. Haha, and that is the story of my adventure with a grape, my child - like behavior getting the best of me and my aunt's dog.

Fan Fics;))

Fan Fics, I appreciate their artist's work cause they seriously use their imagination. Not just put blank,boring words. Ahh, Fan Fics.

:))

Awkward laugh.

Don't you just hate brownouts? I mean, C'mon! It's hot, there's no electricity that is unless you don't have a generator, it's a major factor of boredom, it's hot. I don't like complaining, it's just I don't like brownouts very much. Sorry for complaining. Haha (awkward laugh)

:/

It's actually pretty cool.

Wrestling's actually pretty cool. I've been watching it for a while now and I can come to the conclusion that it is awesome cause it seriously keeps me entertained. I kinda know the "moves" of the wrestlers but I WILL NOT and probably WILL NEVER try those "moves" EVER.

Why do you hate me, LAPTOP?

My laptop officially hates me. There are times where I can easily access it but there are those times where it hates me and then doesn't turn on. So what do I do? I plug the charger and then unplug it, then plug and then unplug. See the cycle? I totally think my laptop's unreasonable.

Think, mind, think

Hmm, what to do, what to do. So far, I THINK I can memorize my lines. Who am I kidding I totally rock my lines. Rock: like emotionally absent. I can't feel it. Great acting block people. Just what I need another mental block dilemma.

10 year old, do what?!

Okay so here's what happened, I was browsing through channels when I spot a particularly interesting TV show and I saw a 10 year old boy dancing his heart out and I was like " Woah, dude! You got some seriously mad skills" He was like doing his thing, literally leaving my mouth open. Gotta salute that boy. He has some serious talent.

:))

Randy Orton:)

Okay, New eye candy: Randy Orton ;)

He is just woah, man. Well, he is married. Sigh, s'okay though. I don't know why but most of my celeb crushes are either 20 and above or married. Nevermind. He is still hott though so I don't really mind.

:))

Katy Perry.

I woke up dreaming about no other than Mr. Alex Gaskarth himself then found myself glued to my monitor listening to my blaring speakers sing Katy Perry's song " You're So Gay". I am slowly becoming addicted to this song for no particular reason. Weird.

AGGH

I wanna eat something but I don't know what. Is that normal or should I just stick with a ham sandwich? Aggh, i should really try to eat more food. Wait, stop eating food and start exercising. What am I saying? Nevermind. In my little "rant" if you could consider this a rant I conclude that I need a hobby. Totally out of topic but whatever.

:))

Rapidly.

Queue Light Bulb flashing rapidly. Pssh, I didn't want to type quickly cause quickly is always being used, sooo.. yeaa. I just remembered I really get my brain to function, gotta remember my lines cause I'd be totally messed up when it practice day comes. So, Go Brain! Go! Don't fail me now!

:)

I wish.

I wish I could be Alex's microphone. Wow, weirdo much. Haha.

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-> I love this site. Seriously.

[IMAGE: GOOGLE.com]

-> AWESOME SITE.

:))

Coffee Freak:)

With my research and awesome tasting skills I have therefore concluded, I like coffee. Coffee makes me happy. Haha. Seriously, I warn the people around me to be careful when I'm coffee-full. Let's just say I get too hyper and start jumping and eventually accidentally make things fall ,and if it's not plastic ,then break. So warning, I like Coffee and if you give me too much then expect a maniac jumping off the walls breaking things. Hey! I am perfectly capable of controlling myself that is why I don't drink coffee as much, Proud of myself, WoooHooo!

:))

Wow, I am such a..

Wow, I am such a slow human being. Haha. My senses today are a bit off so I don't really know what I'm doing at times. Blast my lack of consciousness. What am I gonna do with myself. Probably sky dive, crowd surf; you know,the usual. Yup, that's what I'm gonna do to myself. Yeaa right, Pssh, I wish :P

TYPE:/

So I'm sitting here randomly typing whatever comes to my mind. TYPE. type. type. type. Telling my mind to shut up. type. type. Laugh at my own stupidity for talking to myself. type. type some more. Okay, I'm done typing. What did I just type in my blog? Ohhh. Okay, nevermind me. Haha.

:))

Remembering Alex:))

I woke up from dreaming wishing I didn't. I was dreaming about Alex and I getting married having kids and the whole hoop-la . So basically, I really didn't want to wake up at that moment cause I just experienced the whole " dreams are better than real life" thing sooo yeaa. I don't know why but every time I remember Alex I feel that everything's just okay, nothing wrong, nothing going on, just okay. Alex is like my remedy. Siigghh, Alex. Too bad I can't reach you, man. Just another fan girl typing her blog but IF you happen to read this by some kind of miracle then Alexander William Gaskarth I am sooo IN LIKE with you.

:))

Woah, just,woah.

I was watching TV when something caught my eyes well, technically my ears. Someone or something screeched. I followed or at least attempted to follow the strange sound. So I was officially in my "Nancy Drew" mode. When I reached this certain destination I was sooo blown away when I saw such a mind - blowing scene. Wanna know what I saw? It was.. it was... DUN DUN DUUUUN.

Haha, I was just playing with you, whoever you are.

:))

Westlife, Classic.

Westlife has never cease to amaze me, I really don't have the slightest clue. Anyways, you just can't beat the classic. I've grown up listening to them and even though there are so many amazing bands out there ( cough, cough, All Time Low, wink, wink) Westlife is still pretty awesome, they're simply irreplaceable as they are unforgettable. Haha, did that just make sense, I hope it did.

Alex Gaskarth is the BOMB, who says "the Bomb" nowadays? ME, that's whooo. Okay just wanted to say that! I know I'm just another fan out there but whatever, I still LOVE YOU!

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Courtesy of GOOGLE.

Thanks Google!

Sarcasm

Who said sarcasm's a bad thing? It isn't always. It gives flavor to conversations and can brighten or darken anyone's day, well, that's just my opinion. Yeah, I admit, sarcasm just won't leave me alone, I don't know if I can just leave it. It kinda comes with the package deal of being human, I guess. I don't know why, maybe it's because I find SOME convos boring when it doesn't have a tinge of sarcasm. Hmmm, come to think of it sarcasm is a total "lame conversation" buster. Wohoo! Kudos for you, Sarcasm. But I am not saying Sarcasm is all good, it may bring out the rude side of the convo or something. Okay, I really don't know how to end this so I'm just gonna leave it like this : THE END. Ta- ran! Makes sense? Doubt it.

:))

Whaaa?

There are times in my life where I take a step back, chill and ask myself " Whaaa?" Seriously, there are really times when I don't understand something and my mind just goes AWOL on me. Baah! When I need my mind the most it leaves me.

Straight to DVD

Okay , so here I go again. Ahem, OHMYGOODNESS, who says goodness anymore, okay whatever. Anyways, 3 words: Straight to DVD. Another 3 words: All Time Low. Okay basically what I'm trying to establish is that All Time Low's Straight to DVD, is the BOMB. I was like totally blown away. So, props to th people who put this all together. Man, I wish I could've been in New York that time. Sigh, but whatever, I still love ALL TIME LOW.

:)))

Dearest Blog, I'm sorry.

Yeah, It's been ages since I last posted in my blog. Bah! I feel soo outdated. I SERIOUSLY need to get a major R n'R session, my muscles are killing me, Okkaay, Exag, but hey it's my blog so deal, kk? Haha. I feel like I neglected my blog, so I'm making up and posting as much as I can. I'm soooo sorry my dearest blog, I neglected you for so long, you must feel so unloved:( I'll make it up to you.

The Other Side

"Someone once told me the grass is so much greener on the other side. "The other side? Like Heaven? Ever wonder what it's like up there? Is there flying pigs there? or Maybe renowned legends of the past? Is my dog there? Hmm, wonder what it like up there. But sooner or later which I hope would be FAR, FAR,FAAAAR...So much further later on in life like when I'm in my hundreds and I can see my grankids grandkids growing up, I would see the other side. Hopefully, it would be a place where I can rest in solitude surrounded by my loved ones espeacially my family and my dog. Hmm, is the grass really greener on the other side?

Person.

Someone told me that sometimes it's alright to be "kapal" but to not over do it. Soemone also told me that whenever I receive a compliment I should say thank you and shut up rather than say something against that. That person made me realize that even if I can't be the prettiest nor the smartest person int this world, I can always be the best in being me. This person made me love myself and realize all the things that I can do for the greater good. Thanbks, Person:))

Mask

I was pretending to be someone I know I couldn't be. But for that time I felt great, I know I could be that someone if a "someone" would let me be that someone. Am I using too much someones? Yeah, probably. But hey, I had fun while it lasted. It was fun not having the usual same old, same old convos. It was okay to be someone you're not scared to be for a while. Does this make sense? Probably not. but this is my blog, so deal okay?

Airplanes.

What to write? What to type? Hmmm, yeahh, can't think of anything yet. Oh, wait! I just remembered I am majorly scared of planes. Dannggg, and now s I think of it, I'm gonna board one in a matter of days. Oh my. I don't know why I'm soo terrified of planes, maybe it's because the airplane may crash and burn and then I'll most likely die, I actually value my life so No, I board airplanes as less as possible. I would rather spend my time here, my butt comfy on my coach and my eyes glued on the computer than risk my whole being riding a freaky plane. But, yes there is a But. If someone were to ask me to accompany him ( cough.cough, Alex Gaskarth) to ride on a plane then I wouldn't hesitate once so ever to board that plane.