Hellooo there

You have no idea how I have written here. It seems like ages, it probably has been:/
I miss writing, so blog be prepared you are about to be abused in a good way:))

Make me heart beat slow and fast at the same time. Make me think about you day and night. Make me wonder if this was meant to be. I can't think straight. My spelling, my words are all in a jumble. MY mind replaying whatever sweet memories there are of you. Thinking of you makes it impossible for me to say anything worth listening to. Worst of all, you make me feel like I'm the world's biggest weirdo, without even trying. Hahaha.
Trolololol:))

I love writing. My medium, my comfort. It amuses me at times when I get carried away and then forget about the rest of the world. Writing helps me think. It helps me in clearing my mind on whatever things that bother me. Well, we all have our mediums of relaxation. Mine happens to be a piece of paper or anything actually that can help me write.

"MY SCHOOL PROJECT"

Wow, that is such a lame title. Yeah, I know, I am criticizing myself. It's the typical heading and/or title for a school project. Such a shame on me for not working up the energy to think of a better title. Well, of course I do not have the energy. I just survived, barely, examination days. You try writing a blog when your brain is a complete and total wipeout. Brain, Kudos to you for surviving Junior Year. Okay, back to the actual topic. Right about now I saw one of the blogs my classmates made and then saw the one that stated that we had a project in Journ. First thought " Well, okay. I'll just make another blog then, whoopee." Note the SARCASM. Second thought " You know, you should actually see what the project is all about." Yes, my brain just made me do something right. I checked the blog and low and behold I found out that we had to summarize everything important and / or significant that happened this past school year. Not my type of topic to write about but it seemed easy enough to do except for the fact that we had to write a five hundred word essay about it. Yeah, talk about break, NOT. Well, I guess I need to start doing it. Wait, I am doing it. Let's see, what were the significant events that happened this year? Hmm, Oh yeah, I learned how to ride a bike but that isn't really related to school. What else? What extraordinary things happened this year? I wonder...nothing extraordinary happened I think but there are some events that are worht mentioning like how we celbrated the Centennial Year of the Assumption - Iloilo. It was totally amazing knowing that you're part of bigger community and you get totake part of the Centennial Celebration. It was special since it is only once that you get this chance to celbrate it cause it isn't really humanly possible to celebrate two Centenaries. Or is it? Another important event was the actual preparation for the Centenary. It was so much fun taking part in this event because I got to bond with my classmated and stuff like that. Speaking of bonding time, I got to experience my first ever Taize. We stayed up for twelve or more hours laughing, bonding, getting to know others better and as well as getting to know ourselves under a different light. Another fun experience was the Foundation day, we celebrated it with laughter and joy as we entered our unexpectedly fun day. I think this is the longest blog post I have ever posted and I can't stop yet because if I do then I would have a low score and having a low score would make me sad and I don't like being sad. Anyway, back to my essay. I have learned a lot. Yeah, definitely a lot. I changed for the better. Goodbye, inconsiderate, irresponsible me. Hola! Optimistic, considerate newly modified ME. So much went on this year that I fail to remember everything. I guess I can summarize this school year this way: This school year was like a Tabla Rasa ( Social Studies, Hahaha.) It was like a sheet of newly bought paper, book paper at that. Empty, no mark , no anything but as the days grew long and the year passed when I looked back on the paper it was no longer empty. It is now filled with scribbles of all penmanships, in all colors. There were some erasures and marks but I'm pretty sure it was erased and now corrected. Good thing, they were written in pencil. It would've been awful not being able to erase the mistakes that was written. So I guess I'm closing my essay now. Well, it wasn't that hard writing all these. So yeah, my school project.

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Eu te amo Alex Gaskarth, voce me faz sentir como se eu fosse a unica menina la fora. Por que? Por que voce me faz sentir assim? O engracado e que eu nao entendo o que estou fazendo ainda assim eu sinto totalmente feliz, irremediavelmente feliz.:))

Okay, sooo if my grammar is wrong. Disregard please, I'm bad at Portuguese.
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I have a reason to love football now. I admit Alex looks hott. He usually does. It's amazing how he can make me feel like I'm the one he's singing to. It takes real talent and connection with the listener to do so. I salute you Alex because not many artists can connect and inspire as you do. I might not be the best in writing things like this but it takes more than words to express what I feel:))

I REALLY, REALLY, I mean REALLY want to tour with All Time Low. If not, then I wish that I might get the chance to meet them in person. Well, I'd probably pass out due to starstruckness. In the least, I really want to watch them perform LIVE. Wouldn't it be awesome to be apart of their show? Being there, supporting them, watching Jack go about his Jackness would be enough. To top it all of, Alex Gaskarth would be there and maybe just maybe I would get him to smile at me.